Wednesday, October 18, 2006

mind blank

Just 10 more days, 10 more days and I'll be with my family then. Sudeep bhaiya ki shaadi hai, can't believe it. Woh itne bade ho gaye hai, unki shaadi ho rahi hai. Bhabhi, wonder if I should call her that cause she is the same age as me, is very sweet, pretty and just like bhaiya, mast. And they both are crazy in love with each other. Things like these kinda restore my belief in aranged marriages.
10 more days to go for something else also. My birthday ..:D I know I'll feel real sad and depressed that day, cause I'll realize that I have become so old :(, but still I wait for the day.
uhm so how was my day today ? Can say good and nice in some ways and otherwise in other ways.
The most difficult thing to do in life is to accept people around you in the way they are. Even if we understand this fact we still cannot accept it. No one can do it 100%. We at some point or other want people to change their behaviour/reaction towards certain (or more) things. And I, by some stroke of luck, am blessed with having majority of such people arround me.
BTW did I mention I live next to the beach, cool isn't it ..??? yeah it is. The crowd on weekdays is kinda okiez, so one can even stay out alone on the beach till late. And there is no other better way to gather your thoughts and to do some soul searching than strolling on the beach. And you can never get bored there, with so many people around you.
Abrupt ending......

Sunday, October 15, 2006

uh !!

Late in the night.....and what am I doing trying to revive my long lost blog..??? yeah that's how bored I am. Don't feel like sleeping....Seeta left for States last night...will be gone for 1 month..not a very long time...but it's gonna be one helva of a month. They say change is the only constant thing in life. Very true. Never in my life have I believed it as much as I do now. Today realized that quite possible that today just might be the last time.....for so many things. Don't know actually where the day went....but it was and packing again..hehehehe...but the day is now over....Next weekend is Diwali..gonna be here in this ravan raj ( as someone called it). was feelin really bad about it but then thought where else can I go. The only place which I considered home is not home anymore. My parents have shifted to Bhopal from Jhansi. Somehow the fact hasn't sunk in yet. Suddenly everything around me is home....It was Ramya's last day on wednesday. Never realized how much I'll miss her. Miss having that someone sitting on my left who I can just turn and crib and bug...who I can tease and take case...who'll tease me and take my case..True enough that you don't actually realize how much you like a person/thing till the time it not there with yo nay more....when it's with you, you crib about it and then you miss it....Hmmm....and next month Chitra'll leave too....then it'll be just me and Vidya in this ('beautiful') world....hoping not for a long time. Wow and I have managed to summarize a lot in this post........not bad....